My life

2008-10-25T22:51:00.002+08:00

school's out,
i'll miss everything ):

these days are choir and drama at stmargs!(:

And if you can't hold on
Maybe it's not time for you

2008-10-18T21:48:00.006+08:00

everything will change,

but love remains the same.

2008-10-11T22:11:00.003+08:00

the reason is you. lonely, insecure, the awful feeling.

things have never went my way. i wonder why.

2008-10-08T20:46:00.005+08:00

don't dream its over.

uncertainty.

unloved?

2008-10-03T22:35:00.003+08:00

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares

goodbye to you.

)':

2008-10-01T21:15:00.002+08:00

but its empty.

hahaha happy october(:

2008-09-26T21:56:00.001+08:00

you'll find my footprints in the sand.

no need to say goodbye.

2008-09-19T20:01:00.003+08:00

best i ever had.

so you sailed away,

into a grey sky morning.

now, im here to stay.

you dont need me back.

but do, come back.

2008-09-12T21:29:00.002+08:00

overdose? haha. the week's been okay, exams soon. weekends!

The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes

2008-09-05T21:30:00.003+08:00

hahaha my back hurts! the pact(:

I found that box of letters
Used to make me smile

And all those goodbyes

2008-09-02T22:24:00.004+08:00

i dont know, i dont know. tell me, what's wrong with me. im really sick and tired, of everything.

well, so much for my happy ending.

let's go back, back to the beginning.

2008-08-31T21:55:00.002+08:00

church today(: many many presents to give! teachers' day and joyous'. subway and service!

take me away, please.

2008-08-29T21:04:00.005+08:00

finally, the end of the term. but its time to study ahh. teachers' day celebration today. and today, was a hard day. i really really wonder, tell me would you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

sigh.

2008-08-28T22:36:00.005+08:00

and the reason is you.

i wish, i wish.

2008-08-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

really really good service today. good sermon, and paradise(: and the rain hahaha.

just give me one more chance
to make it right.

2008-08-21T21:25:00.004+08:00

take time to realise.

2008-08-18T20:48:00.002+08:00

you can take what's left of me.

never was, never meant to be.

2008-08-17T20:21:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FCBC, 22ND(:

church today! really good hahaha.

You hold my world in Your hands

the stranger that was you.

2008-08-15T20:34:00.002+08:00

common tests are over(: weeekends hahaha.

all i can do is try.

2008-08-07T20:24:00.005+08:00

school's been okay, common tests coming ): national day celebration tmr(: and my cousins are back hahaha! now its reading and studying. i really dont like ulcers, go away.

faded.

2008-08-03T22:27:00.002+08:00

haha weekends again. i guess time really flies. flying kites, i love our orginal teletubies one(: and braids day haha.

will this last forever?
i've tried so hard, to be the one.
but it seems, im replaced.

2008-07-31T23:11:00.001+08:00

i want things to go my way.
i want to lead a much more meaningful life.
i want the world to stop, right now.

pause.

2008-07-30T21:00:00.002+08:00

so cold and distant. will it ever last? all that seemed to be history.

Draw me close to You,
bring me back to You.
You're all i want.

2008-07-27T17:49:00.001+08:00

oral on friday was funny! and haha i love the weekends(:

nothing's quite the same now.

2008-07-24T21:27:00.002+08:00

so you sailed away,
into a grey sky morning.

colourless.

2008-07-18T22:03:00.001+08:00

you don't want me back,
you're just the best I ever had.

it ends tonight.

2008-07-15T20:28:00.002+08:00

stop, all the world now.

a reason to start over new,

and the reason is you.

2008-07-13T21:17:00.006+08:00

Shepherd of my soul.

weekends! (: friday coe performance. saturday shopping and cousins came over, like after years! haha. today, service. and the week starts again ):

what's left of me.

2008-07-09T20:41:00.003+08:00

sometimes you can't make it on your own.

2008-07-07T20:37:00.006+08:00

the long weekend has been great! (: small little break before everything starts.

friday, performance. and window shopping!

so saturday. went to eunice's church. and after, went with her for the scgs dance concert at victoria theatre! managed to find it, and the view was realllyyyyyyyyy pretty. the concert, was very good! met deborah after(:

sunday. cell, and sermon was really good! the pastor was really funny and great.

today, happy birthday to me! hahahaha. class outing, pretty pictures. lunch at macs, hershey's sundae pie! yay.

andand! birthdays before height and weight taking is baaaaaad ):

wishing it would last forever.

2008-07-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

with arms high,
and heart abandoned.

time really does fly.

uncertainty.

2008-07-04T21:46:00.002+08:00

Hosanna, Hosanna.

Hosanna in the highest.

i want to go shopping!(:

crushed.

2008-07-03T21:06:00.004+08:00

happy july(: i like july! but somehow, july isnt good so far.

so you sailed away,

into a grey sky morning.

2008-06-29T19:18:00.001+08:00

congre today! funny. omg worship was really goooooood. hosanna!

ahhh school ):

Amazing love,
how can it be.

2008-06-28T20:06:00.002+08:00

Tagged by: Althea

Instructions: Remove one question from below and add in your personal question and tag 8 people in your list, list them out in the end of the post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag has a blessing from all.

1. Who do you think the person who tagged you is like? great! (:

2. What do you want the most now? hmm i dont know.

3. Who is the closest person to you in your school? Ruth.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes? yeah, maybe.

5. Are you afraid of death? kinda.

6. What is your goal this year? im not really sure actually.

7. Do you believe in love at first sight? haha.

8. What do you do when someone grabs your hand? 'omg'?

9. Do you think boyfriends are a necessity? nah.

10. What do you enjoy doing the most? relaxing(:

11. Have you done anything for your admirer? i dont think so.

12. Do you like your CCA? pretty okay.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? of course.

14. Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with? i dont know, with people i like!

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? hahaha thinking question.

16. Do you find life meaningless? somehow.

17. What do you live for? God!

18. Who do you talk most to in school? Ruth

19. Who is/are the last person/people you talked to on msn? ruth(:

20. What do you hate most? buses, sort of haha.

i tag anybody(:

tell me, its just a dream.

2008-06-26T19:45:00.002+08:00

go back to the beginning.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO STEPHANIE
<3

way back into love

2008-06-25T22:22:00.002+08:00

back from camp, omg finally ):
and now here comes school stupid.

dancing in the moonlight.

2008-06-22T20:01:00.003+08:00

hahaha kung fu panda on friday and window shopping(:

and its camp tmr omg ):
i dont waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant.

im coming back to the heart of worship<3

i pray that everything will be fine.

2008-06-18T20:10:00.004+08:00

clarity, peace, serenity.

there she goes again.

and i dare you to move(:

2008-06-15T20:20:00.002+08:00

incredible hulk yesterday at the 6 people class gathering, scary. hahaha and walking's fun!(:

early service, cell outing. played a really cool card game.

then i see you standing there

sensivity, insecureness, guilt.

2008-06-13T23:30:00.002+08:00

history project! (: yay we're done. badminton, cycling! all funnnnn.

all the things she said,
running through my head.

):

2008-06-12T22:13:00.002+08:00

tuesday, harp. pretty hilarious! hahahaha. ang mohs are really pretty. yeah like morgan!

shopaholic's been really good. entertainment! oh i've been doing work(:

shopping!

2008-06-08T20:00:00.003+08:00

shoppingggggggggggggggggggggggg!(:

and church today, was really funny hahahha, yay. i miss japan ):

forever and ever,
i will love You.

2008-06-03T21:48:00.002+08:00

happy birthday daddy(:

and the reason is you;

2008-05-29T21:10:00.004+08:00

swimming at jialun's today(: i finally finally, got myself to burn calories haha! yay.

150 days gone, 150 psalms read, wow!

i've finally realised what i am to you,
back off(:

2008-05-28T20:03:00.000+08:00

maybe we're trying,
trying too hard.

sigh.

2008-05-27T20:49:00.002+08:00

national museum yesterday, haha its surprisingly fun and interesting(: plaza sing and marina later, andersons! strawberryyyyyyyyyyy. and sales too!

omg today's like super boring.

diet(:

2008-05-25T19:45:00.002+08:00

didnt go for hillsong! )':

but its okay, shopping instead(: omg its like so so tempting! and i couldnt watch dvds at night, was really bored!

and sunday! free food from the food at expo thing, haha was funny just that the crowd's really irritating.

i could sing of Your love forever<3

2008-05-23T21:56:00.002+08:00

i really want to shop, sale sale sale! (:

Dreaming of what could be,
And if I'd end up happy.

2008-05-22T20:24:00.003+08:00

last day of school(:

target setting, clean up, assembly. and half a year's gone! the weather's a killer ):

stop all the world now.
i can't face up to reality.

2008-05-20T21:15:00.002+08:00

Let the rain fall down, and wake my dreams.

Clarity, Peace, Serenity.

2008-05-19T18:41:00.002+08:00

400th post! (:

what happened in vegas today! and window shopping.

i miss everything,
why wont it come back?

it ends tonight.

fill me, Lord.

2008-05-18T19:38:00.007+08:00

ahhhh my faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat legs ):

open house in the morning, later met althea and rushed for the debate. we actually found our way there. oh yes, we went for the ri open house too(: its definitely much more grand than ours haha! lunch at pasta mania, coffee bean, and windowshop! anyway. congrats to ruth and clara! (:

maid of honour! and macs for lunch. then church<3

oh man, i neeeeeeeeeeed to workout.

2008-05-16T20:34:00.006+08:00

haha, pictures from bollywood(: yay its a really fun and interesting place. the banana cake there is greaaaaaaaaaaat!

lunch today was funny! mona lisa smile(:

oh and results, ahhhhh really bad.

weekends! <3

You finally find,

You and I collide.

2008-05-13T20:00:00.003+08:00

And it may take some time to,
Patch me up inside.

You don't need me back.
You're just the best I ever had.

sometimes i really dont understand. i've failed over and over again, nothing ever seems to go right. even if it does, its only period. and it all seems to be so fragile. just a little touch, everything comes tumbling down. where did i go wrong?

It's time to be a big girl now,
And big girls don't cry.

Lord, i need You.

2008-05-11T20:58:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY(:

skirt day!
haha and i love love love flowers more and more!
the tommy guy today, hahaha(:

Im not ashamed of Your Gospel Lord(:

2008-05-09T21:04:00.005+08:00

i want movies and shopping! and yay, holidays are coming. (: oh yes, its time to lose weight haha!

diet diet, exercise!

square one?

nah.

2008-05-07T21:20:00.004+08:00

and finally my maze has been solved.

too little, too late.
why?

and finally, tests are over yay!

you're still a part of everything i do(:

2008-05-04T17:22:00.001+08:00

HAPPY FOURTEENTH BIRTHDAY DEBORAHHHH!<3

i love you<3

2008-05-02T21:03:00.004+08:00

longing just to bring,
something that's of worth.
that will bless Your heart.

its the never ending journey.
i really wish to fade away,
to disappear, to hide away.
but well, i'll try.
have a little, patience.

I'm sorry Lord for the things i've made it.
):

2008-04-30T21:56:00.002+08:00

oh, maybe im just not up to it.
and yes, im not perfect either.
i dont wish to go down.

Hide me now,
under Your wings.
Cover me,
Within Your Mighty Hand.

and deep down, im a failure.

2008-04-27T18:23:00.003+08:00

this post will round up to the 390th post! (:

i stand here before You,
with wide open wonder.
Amazed, at the glory of Your Name.

hahaha, its Psalms 119 tmr! 119 days already(:

say what you need to say, <3

2008-04-25T21:08:00.002+08:00

all hail the weekends!

Finally,
now my destiny can begin.
Though we will have our differences,
something strange and new is happening.

lollipop!

2008-04-20T17:58:00.003+08:00

yesterday, study session at ruth's. okay not really, but at least we did. lunch at amk, and i really missed shopping! ): camwhored and yes my girl seems pretty nice(:

church today! (: quite nice songs and yeah. sealed with a kiss hahaha!

in a perfect world,
this would never happen.

well, it isnt a perfect world anyway, and all i know that God's in control!

wow, another great week ahead(:

I AM FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT.

2008-04-18T22:37:00.003+08:00

cross country today all the way at bedok, ahhh.

haha, i havent shopped in a really long time. window shop, to be exact(: spotlight and madewithlove! i like, i like.

anyway. doonuts= FAAAAAAAAT.

thanks for making my day chippy!

what is your problem?

2008-04-17T20:09:00.002+08:00

wow, the week really did flew past!

chinese today was bad, bad, bad. oh and finally a night freee. haha im so prone to gastric now, and yes i miss my phone dearly ): come back to life, phone! (:

washes the street with tears.

omg dont go round talking behind people's back.
we arent as perfect as you, stupid.

2008-04-14T18:59:00.007+08:00

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace.

i wish, i could find the right words to say.
but i cant.

2008-04-13T18:56:00.015+08:00

sad, weekend's are over ):

friday- PLANETSHAKERS(: went with my dear twin!(: yay, it was really really fun and good. oh and tim hughes came toooo.

saturday- nothing much, boring.

sunday- chuuuuuurch! the tim guy came again: here i am to worship! sermon was interesting and many many songs. haha, i like flowers(;

back to school! ):

Great Is His Everlasting Love! <3

2008-04-09T19:51:00.002+08:00

I could get used to this.
oh i miss those days,
when there was only you and me.

its time to be a big girl now,
and big girls dont cry.

2008-04-06T21:50:00.003+08:00

STUDY CAMP! (:

slack, cos we basically had sessions indoors. but the sessions were gooood! there was an activity and oh yes movieeeee! bucket list, the 2 guys are cute and funny! overall it was okay and quite meaningful. hahah sneaking snacks in is fun. oooh pepper lunch too!

haha, our bunk had a lizard. the bunk's really cooling and nice, but too cold actually. bridge, the cowhead game. mothercowwwwwwwww! (:

2008-04-01T20:42:00.001+08:00

oh i bet my posts are getting shorter! hmm, i feel like going shopping.

yay, april fools'

(:

2008-03-30T19:42:00.001+08:00

church! oh yes, camp is really coming(:

Hosanna, Hosanna
Hosanna in the Highest.
whywhywhy?

2008-03-28T20:04:00.006+08:00

sports day '08! (:

it was okay but just that it was HOT. yay, we won!

plaza sing later, and amk hub.

haha yay weekends.

2008-03-24T19:23:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BRITHDAY TO RUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

there's nothing much left to say,

mixed feelings.

Lead me to Calvary.

2008-03-23T20:31:00.004+08:00

Santification Week!

yeah was quite good and saturday's was qite interesting, many cool stuff(: haha we were like eating dinner inside! but well its really nice and relaxing and yes cooooold!

Easter, lunch at bk. service, congre. all greaaaaaaaaat(:

I love Jesus!

Emmanuel, Jesus Christ
You never let me go
My Shepherd King,
Youre watching over me.

i'll be waiting,

2008-03-21T15:46:00.002+08:00

Good Friday.

Thank you for the Cross Lord,
Thank You for the price You paid.
Bearing all my sin and shame,
In Love You came
And gave amazing grace.

and really, what have i done to deserve a love like this?

2008-03-19T21:10:00.001+08:00

when nothing feels right,
everything falls over.

and yes its so obvious, oh well.
what can i do?
(:

2008-03-17T20:35:00.009+08:00

haha im figuring out how to do chem but i shall side track awhile(: anyway this is really unglam but still, thanks to the photographer: alvina!

<3

2008-03-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

i miss the holidays already! ):

i dont want to go back to school! sigh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOYCE
HAPPY BRITHDAY TO JOYCE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHIPMUNK(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOYCE
<3 eat more!

you're out.
Lord, fill my empty cup.

2008-03-14T21:32:00.004+08:00

harp in the morning! reverie is really sweet and nice(: shopped with ruth, her mum, and her cousin. it was really a blast. marina, vivo! her mum's really nice and cute haha! being caught in the rain is really irritating. but anyway shopping is still the love!<3

okay that was yesterday. today's boring.

2008-03-12T20:35:00.005+08:00

i look silly.

everything was okay lah. but i seriously think passing will be a miracle haha(:

anyway. went back for harp. omg its really irritating cos i couldnt seem to get things right. decided to catch a movie. watched 10, 000 BC with alvina, stephanie, esther, alison. hahah i cant believe i watched it, but its quite good(: the guy's hot and the girl's pretty! hahaha. oooh subway, really nice too!

2008-03-10T18:30:00.005+08:00

changi airport's toilets are really clean and relaxing(:

anyway. watched step up2 with joyce today. ahh its such a disappointment, the first one was wayyyy better! haha we sneaked in so much stuff.

oh man sarah the pig is getting fatter, and fatter. E-X-E-R-C-I-S-E!

Thank You Lord for saving me<3

2008-03-09T19:28:00.002+08:00

nothing seems to be going right. so many things going on, i dont know what to do.

Lord, i need You now.

Hosanna, Hosanna,
Hosanna in the Highest.

2008-03-07T22:05:00.001+08:00

i did horribly for term one. i suck.

so near, yet so far. so close, but so distant.

oh hey holidays(:

Why are we keepin' our secrets
Why are we hiding ourselves away
Anyway we can hide away
I dont wanna fake it
I wanna make you believe, what I say

2008-03-02T18:36:00.003+08:00

watched L yesterday, (: i dont regret watching it yay. its really nice! L IS REALLY CUTE HAHA. he's actions i mean. but overall its really goooood! shopped around. marina is a great place to shop in! (:

and church today! <3

draw close to me Lord.

2008-02-29T20:59:00.001+08:00

i dont know what to do, God please help me.

weekends! <3

drifting.

2008-02-27T21:42:00.003+08:00

small performance today for installation. haha we got to skip classes! (: yeah then bowling, hmm was okay lah. nothing much. oh and casting crowns is really nice!

with the weak friendship we share.
how far can we go?

2008-02-25T21:21:00.003+08:00

seems like a storm is nearing.

i cant take it anymore. just do something will you?

stop thinking i'll be there to do everything. 'cos i wont.

2008-02-24T21:36:00.002+08:00

church and there was congre. ooooh camp! (:

okay i've done my lianbi yay! i dont want the stupid routines.

mistaken idenitity.

2008-02-22T21:45:00.003+08:00

finally, finally. okay im really sleepy. shall enter dreamland soon yay! (:

i want my paradise, school isnt fun at all.

2008-02-21T21:42:00.004+08:00

yay congrats to singapore! hahaha the weekends are soooooooooooon here! (: i miss it alot.

okay many projects up tmr, back to making puppets!

play your part man.

2008-02-20T20:41:00.005+08:00

hmm sometimes i really wonder.

maybe im not good enough for you?

2008-02-17T19:40:00.004+08:00

church i think was really really gooood! i feel so filled now, and at least i feel so much better and refreshed! (: God wants us to be His valentine! <3 but then again, testssssssssss! ):

take me deeper,

stop making me the maid.

2008-02-14T19:24:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! ♥

2008-02-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

cell at tampines today, ate at yoshinoya! and the rest, is just normal sunday which i like! oh and i like reunions toooo!

i dont like school ):

2008-02-09T20:14:00.000+08:00

today! shopping, at orchard! we were slacking at lido, watched CJ7 (: haha its funny, lame, and really sad at the end. i still want to watch 27 dresses!

deb, steph, me at amk hub haha! <3

2008-02-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

today's a great and eventful day! concert, video and thank God, really, i made it in time for blessing the community! (: headed to rosyth with steph. met people, caught up a little. not alot of people changed, hahaha. went amk hub after! ate a satisfying lunch at macs, and window shopped! and yay pictures but later! <3 thanks for making my day deb and steph!

reunion dinner, really early. but we went back(: funfunfun, BRIDGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! hmm today's really goooood! (:

2008-02-05T20:26:00.000+08:00

pictures from the dinner at vivo! (:

a thousand times i've failed.

2008-02-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

weekend was great as usual, shall upload the pictures really sooon hahah. bridgeee!

i want the weekends back! ):

so i've mistaken you.

2008-02-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

the week's finally overrrrrrrrrr! (: haha home ec today! potato salad is really nice and some chicken thing yay! still, still, still! uh oh, too many exclamation marks. im just glad the weekends is finally here.

yes, we're drifting.